Back to the beginnning

Let go of the ego, I swear it's not that difficult.
Why am I so hypocritical? Thinking I can be drunk to make a good impression?
 I had a good night though.. But I am also picking up from where I left off.
Honestly, I'm young, once in a while it really isn't that bad, especially for my age.
I am still trying to be better person than who I was yesterday, it's all I can do.
I finished my exams, so that means it's time to relax.
It's the time to dedicate my time to my tattoo and my thoughts.
My tattoo means the world to me, all I do is take care of it..
I love it so much, it reminds me of you everyday. It's as beautiful as you.
Every time I listen to Vincent by Don Mclean it reminds me of you,
You were really too good for this world, too beautiful,
I love you,
Keep on shining you crazy diamond, you're always here with me,
Always. 
My thoughts are so scattered at the moment, I know this doesn't make too much sense.