Idk

So ever since I shaved the side of my head, it took away 70% of my ego. I don't feel as good about myself as I use to. I remember the reason why I chose to do it, is to show that I have no ego, and that everyone should be rated on their personality rather than looks, but who am I kidding.. the ego's the hardest thing to get rid of. Hey, don't get me wrong, it's not like I hate everything about myself. The 30% goes to my sobriety and effort on being a better person. I try, everyday I fucking try harder and harder to perfect myself. But what I keep forgetting is one's perfect, can be destruction for another. You can't please everyone, but I do know I have to be pleased with myself to make it. Looks complete the package.. but hopefully I'll get mine back soon, and if not, hopefully I'll let go of my ego by then.. We'll see what's in store for me.