Heal and grow

I wanted love, I needed love..
I want to experience something new this year, something that I've never gotten to experience before. I don't even feel love from my family, none. I remember going to New York a while back to visit my family whom I haven't seen in years. There I felt love. Love that I haven't felt since my mom was around. I haven't felt nurtured in so long. I've had to raise myself since my mom first got sick.. Whatever, what's done is done, and everything happens for a reason. After all, there are no beautiful surfaces without a terrible depth. I'm not too sure what to expect this year, I just hope that its better than my last..