Alrighty...

Weather man.. It impacts your mood to such an extent sometimes. I'm not complaining though, it's been impacting me in such a positive way the passed few days! Waking up to beautiful sun rays striking on my face. Almost like they compress into my mind and brings such joyful emotions that sinks deep into my skin. I'm happy. I love it. I know, I know, I'm not sober.. HOWEVER, I don't want to stress myself anymore. I feel like I've let loose. It is how it is, and at the moment, I'm not complaining, cause things could always be worse. It always depends on your mind set, and I'm just trying to have a positive perspective, and happiness comes with that package deal. I've been cutting down, focusing on school work as well as going to all my meetings.. That is doing the next right thing, even though I'm high. I know if I keep doing this, sobriety will come to me, as for the meantime, I'm kicking it back