Note to self

I want to take this unbelievable feeling of joy, and simply embrace it to the fullest. I simply need to remember it. I'm sick of writing about misery, even though that's my main inspiration when it comes to writing. I've always believed that this world is a misery even at my happiest. At this point, I don't want to think that way anymore. I want to continue this positive out look on life. Noticing every good factor, rather than the bad. Joy is my sober way of being high, I feel stimulated with pure and utter happiness, and who could ask for more?