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-In bed by 145
-208, still can't sleep, tossing and turning, it's getting hot and uncomfortable.
-feel like hours are passing me by, I'm sweating, and can't breathe properly
-contemplating relapse and suicide.
-plotting.. jumping out of my window wouldn't kill me, I just hurt myself badly.
-thinking of other remedies.
-can't breathe, try a few breathing exercises.. hearts pounding.
-thoughts racing.. going crazy.
-mosquitoes everywhere.. they're all touching me,
-more intact with senses.
-the devil is getting me.
-i need to puke, instead i'll cry
insanity pure fucking insanity.
-310 now.. i can't take this anymore.

Thank you so much for helping me alexx, i love you <3